Last post

This will probably be my last post in this blog haha.

You know, I think I trust people way too easily. It's a pretty bad habit, I take people's word quite seriously. Well fuck, I really don't care anymore. I'm going to try and change back to the evil Alex, the one where I have no sympathy and respect for anyone. It's pathetic really, having unconditional trust and respect towards someone, then knowing that it would of been much better in placing that to another, more responsible friend.

Actually, the idea of friendship is quite full of shit. Who really needs friends? Seems to be a crutch in where you can not do anything yourself. "Heey, you help me, and I'll help you out broo."

I'm not mad or anything, it's just changing my perspective in sociology. I gotta be more independent.

Fuck haha, I need to change. No more trusting so easily.

Good bye ipoosie.blogspot.com.

Ha ha fuck.

I've made my mind to stop something after one more time. Ha ha, please remind me to stop if I do try again.

TRUST: WHY THE FUCK DO I TRUST PEOPLE SO FUCKING EASILY?
Normally, going "hey keep this low key alright?" would suffice. But no, somehow, someone just has to fucking tell another person that I fucking drove under the influence and I smoke. The worst part is, it's a fucking big mouthed ass fuck who knows. Someone who goes "OHH MY GOD YOU DID DRUGS" IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE FUCKING ENGLISH CLASS, HAD TO FUCKING KNOW! FUCKING PIECES OF SHIT NEED TO KEEP THEIR MOUTH CLOSED OR AT LEAST TELL PEOPLE THAT AREN'T BIG MOUTHED FAGGOTS.


SIDE NOTE: JASON KIM IS BACK IN BP LOLOLOOL, another influecen to drugz fujcka

1/20/10 edit: Wow, I can't believe I typed so much bull shit in the previous draft. Why go so deep into it? haha

New Years Resolution!

So I didn't do anything for New Years.. LOL I'm a loser hahahhaha

Anyways, my new years resolution is going to be to be as clean as possible! What does that mean? It means I will stop doing heroin. It means I am going to be as clean as possible for the rest of the year in terms of messiness. I just started on doing homework today, and as I was looking for papers in my backpack, I gave up and decided to clean my backpack. It took 20 minutes to sort out every subject paper by paper and throwing away things I did not need.

Yep, gotta stop that. Maybe I'll work on my writing too, since it's messy as fuck. A lot of my teachers have notebook checks which means I'm supposed to keep organizing my papers in my binder, which I never do... (usually I do it the night before it's due, and everything's out of order) I have to stop throwing papers in my book and backpack and organize it for once.

Gotta grow up now! (Will probably be my last post in a while since I've decided to get back into coding and winter break is over. Might post if something important pops up) LATES

HOPEFULLY 2010 WILL BE A NICE YEAR. I'm so grateful for so many things lately haha. <3 ^_O