Wednesday was really fun. I really gotta stop making my mom pick me up at 12. But getting picked up earlier is even worse.
Black Friday was cool. Bought a 500 GB external hard drive, netbook, and speakers. Fun talking to that gook all night too. lol @ him getting so fucked up from one all nighter.
END
Friday, November 27, 2009
Monday, November 23, 2009
Death II
My aunt just picked me up from school. I had to call my mom 45 minutes after school ended to see what's up, and she totally forgot (she was at grandpa's house) so my aunt came to pick me up. It was really depressing to see her. All I saw was a a despondent women who cried all night. She was so out, she could hardly respond to when I asked her "how is Codie and Shellie(her daughters/my cousins)" It kinda hurts to see my whole family like this, I really hope they can get through it.
Today was really hard on me, I had 3 hours of sleep, and it was so hard on my body it felt like hell to wake up. I made some coffee and was pretty much caffeine operated throughout all 3 of those bull shit tests. I was pretty much normal today, until I saw my aunt.
Damn, it is going to suck going to the funeral, I really don't want to see everyone depressed and shit. To be completely honest, I feel more bad about my relatives then my grandpa. I do wish I have gotten to known him more and I really should of talked to him more before.
Today was really hard on me, I had 3 hours of sleep, and it was so hard on my body it felt like hell to wake up. I made some coffee and was pretty much caffeine operated throughout all 3 of those bull shit tests. I was pretty much normal today, until I saw my aunt.
Damn, it is going to suck going to the funeral, I really don't want to see everyone depressed and shit. To be completely honest, I feel more bad about my relatives then my grandpa. I do wish I have gotten to known him more and I really should of talked to him more before.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Death
Life is pretty interesting. People come and go. 2 hours ago I get a call saying my grandpa got a stroke and what went into my brain was "oh, not another one, he's gonna be okay." I didn't even bother to go out with my mom because of the fact that I have 3 tests tomorrow. I just thought "another trip to the hospital again."
Then I get a call 10 minutes ago saying my grandpa is dead. Time goes by so fast and you don't even know someone is about to die when you see them a week ago. I'm not being emotional/depressed really, it's just changing my views. I'm still fucked in the head.
Funny how I was just telling a friend about him on friday night. (yeah, you)
(copy+pasted from tumblr)
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Social
Got like 8 hours of sleep last night.. Good shit. Thanks Jason.
I was just eating and thinking again, and emo'd out. Sigh... I really hate thinking about the future, there are just so many topics.
I was thinking about how everyone is going to leave me in the future. Especially friends I guess, since after high school, everyone is going to have their own separate path, and I won't be in contact with the majority of them. It's pretty sad, since all you will have left are memories. I guess shit like facebook/myspace is pretty cool to catch up and shit, haha technology is so fucking awesome...
I guess what really got me started is one of my closest cousin moving to another country. She met a nice Canadian a little older then her, and at the moment she is at Hong Kong meeting his family. They are going to marry soon, and she is going to move to Canada. Damn.. I went through so much shit with her, spent a whole summer with her in Japan/Hong Kong, and now she's moving away. She was always so nice, giving me a Wii when it first came out for Christmas, and taking care of me and everything else. I won't see her for a long time now, and all that's left are memories. Damn..
This makes me think about how my closest friends and relatives will be in the not too distant future. I actually saw a close friend from 3 years back, we said Hi, and left. Haven't seen her in three years.
Man, I'm too dependent on my social life. I used to be so independent, now I can barely live without a social life. I've lost and gained so much friends in the past 5 years, yet I'm still feeling like this. I don't want things to change, I want to keep having fun with the same people, the same places, and the same time. I used to regard social life as a crutch, damn I've changed so much. LOL I actually care about other people more then myself to a few people.
As I exhale
I think of questions to ask myself
What’s your plan?
Do you think you're a man?
Has your small amount of success gone to your head yet?
I wanna be an astronaut
And get high
Break the barrier of sound into the sky
Just want to be free
From the confines of gravity
As I take it all in
The altitude has an effect on my skin
I grow a space suit in the blink of an eye
And shortly after,
The atmosphere comes to life.
(6:34:33 PM) Alex: i like
(6:34:36 PM) Alex: "confines of gravity"
(6:34:39 PM) Alex: it feels me
(6:34:56 PM) sumanta: YEAH I KNEW YOU WOULD
(6:35:03 PM) Alex: LOL!!
(6:35:13 PM) sumanta: it was for you
Thanks for the cd. :D
I'm pretty happy that people care about me and stuff, even though I'm such an ass hole at times. Haha, I really appreciate some friends.
This was a pretty long post on one topic, but it's been on my head. I'm alright and stuff, just a bit sad. I'm going to try and follow Jason Kim's advice to not think a lot, because that usually makes you sad. Laters.
I was just eating and thinking again, and emo'd out. Sigh... I really hate thinking about the future, there are just so many topics.
I was thinking about how everyone is going to leave me in the future. Especially friends I guess, since after high school, everyone is going to have their own separate path, and I won't be in contact with the majority of them. It's pretty sad, since all you will have left are memories. I guess shit like facebook/myspace is pretty cool to catch up and shit, haha technology is so fucking awesome...
I guess what really got me started is one of my closest cousin moving to another country. She met a nice Canadian a little older then her, and at the moment she is at Hong Kong meeting his family. They are going to marry soon, and she is going to move to Canada. Damn.. I went through so much shit with her, spent a whole summer with her in Japan/Hong Kong, and now she's moving away. She was always so nice, giving me a Wii when it first came out for Christmas, and taking care of me and everything else. I won't see her for a long time now, and all that's left are memories. Damn..
This makes me think about how my closest friends and relatives will be in the not too distant future. I actually saw a close friend from 3 years back, we said Hi, and left. Haven't seen her in three years.
Man, I'm too dependent on my social life. I used to be so independent, now I can barely live without a social life. I've lost and gained so much friends in the past 5 years, yet I'm still feeling like this. I don't want things to change, I want to keep having fun with the same people, the same places, and the same time. I used to regard social life as a crutch, damn I've changed so much. LOL I actually care about other people more then myself to a few people.
As I exhale
I think of questions to ask myself
What’s your plan?
Do you think you're a man?
Has your small amount of success gone to your head yet?
I wanna be an astronaut
And get high
Break the barrier of sound into the sky
Just want to be free
From the confines of gravity
As I take it all in
The altitude has an effect on my skin
I grow a space suit in the blink of an eye
And shortly after,
The atmosphere comes to life.
(6:34:33 PM) Alex: i like
(6:34:36 PM) Alex: "confines of gravity"
(6:34:39 PM) Alex: it feels me
(6:34:56 PM) sumanta: YEAH I KNEW YOU WOULD
(6:35:03 PM) Alex: LOL!!
(6:35:13 PM) sumanta: it was for you
Thanks for the cd. :D
I'm pretty happy that people care about me and stuff, even though I'm such an ass hole at times. Haha, I really appreciate some friends.
This was a pretty long post on one topic, but it's been on my head. I'm alright and stuff, just a bit sad. I'm going to try and follow Jason Kim's advice to not think a lot, because that usually makes you sad. Laters.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Week update
Not a lot of stuff happened in this week, so I deleted a few post and I'm just going to make this a big long.
On thursday, went to a museum, had some fun, blah blah blah.
Saturday was cool.
On Sunday, I met my cousin's boy friend. I had so much homework, and my cousins dragged me to Japanese places and shit and I was just like "fuck my fucking life."
Monday was stress day, I had to study for so muuch shit. I was stressing like never before man.
Then yesterday, I had a okay day. I cheated on Japanese like crazy. I didn't know a single word so I wrote all the fucking vocab on two pieces of paper. I placed it under my test and I cheated like crazy. I took so long to do a few problems since I had to look at each words.
Then after school, had the fucking best time of my fucking life. HAHAHA Shit's fun son. I went with cool kids to play some pool at Garden Grove. My mom got mad at me because I came home at 12 though.. She said I couldn't go out now.. wtf ;_;. Well I deserved it, but that was pretty worth it hahahaha
I'm thinking of switching to Tumblr more. More friends use it for me, and it seems more fun.
http://alexlin.tumblr.com/
END. :)
On thursday, went to a museum, had some fun, blah blah blah.
Saturday was cool.
On Sunday, I met my cousin's boy friend. I had so much homework, and my cousins dragged me to Japanese places and shit and I was just like "fuck my fucking life."
Monday was stress day, I had to study for so muuch shit. I was stressing like never before man.
Then yesterday, I had a okay day. I cheated on Japanese like crazy. I didn't know a single word so I wrote all the fucking vocab on two pieces of paper. I placed it under my test and I cheated like crazy. I took so long to do a few problems since I had to look at each words.
Then after school, had the fucking best time of my fucking life. HAHAHA Shit's fun son. I went with cool kids to play some pool at Garden Grove. My mom got mad at me because I came home at 12 though.. She said I couldn't go out now.. wtf ;_;. Well I deserved it, but that was pretty worth it hahahaha
I'm thinking of switching to Tumblr more. More friends use it for me, and it seems more fun.
http://alexlin.tumblr.com/
END. :)
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Museum
It was pretty fun. I hanged out with Sumanta, and funny shit just happened.
I also painted Eunice a picture at the museum because she couldn't go.
I guess she liked it, haha.
I also painted Eunice a picture at the museum because she couldn't go.
I guess she liked it, haha.
| eccentriceunice: | AHAHAHHAHAHHAHA |
| eccentriceunice: | OMFG |
| eccentriceunice: | OMFGGGGG |
| eccentriceunice: | this made my day |
| lolalexlin: | LOOOL |
| eccentriceunice: | LMFAOOOO |
| eccentriceunice: | OMFG |
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
haw haw haw
Got my cut removed. Phew.
Anyways, today was pretty fun. I talked to some people I never really did before, and yeah...
I've been getting lots of lols today. Like "holy shit, you should sign up for Mad TV or some shit." It kinda made me happy, but idk, being funny isn't that great to me. Anyone can crack a few jokes and act retarded.
That was pretty gay blogging, laters.
GOTTA STOP DOING THESE GAY BLOGS, NO ONE CARES. HAHAHA
Guess I have too much time since I have a field trip tomorrow. :D
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Quick post
I got a cut today for 6th period. Meng wtf I told the sub I was going out, and she marked me absent. WTFF. I better talk to my teacher tomorrow. Hopefully it won't affect my field trip on Thursday.
I've also been waking up at 5 almost everyday. Then I would just lie on the bed rolling around and yeah yeah yeah. Then get up at 6 to study or do homework. I really fucked my grades up, but the thing is, it's not really far from my goals. I'm sure I can make them higher if I try.. STARTING NOW HAHAHA. Gotta sleep more, averaging 6 hours is not good.
I've also been waking up at 5 almost everyday. Then I would just lie on the bed rolling around and yeah yeah yeah. Then get up at 6 to study or do homework. I really fucked my grades up, but the thing is, it's not really far from my goals. I'm sure I can make them higher if I try.. STARTING NOW HAHAHA. Gotta sleep more, averaging 6 hours is not good.
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